♥ The Ending Of A Healing Process ♥

Wow...today was seriously amazing! I went to church just like every other Sunday; however, this Sunday was different! I felt at peace with everything. I have been praying for God to lead me and give me peace with everything and He did. Finally I feel the best I've felt in a really long time.

I woke up thinking that it was just going to be a normal Sunday with nothing too exciting...well I was wrong. Every worship song that we sung was exactly what we needed! We also sang one of my favorite songs that I haven't heard in a very long tim "Celebrate, Jesus Celebrate". It brought back a lot of memories from when I was young...going to Bible School...and church camp! That was just amazing.

Then we did the invitation and my uncle felt that God was leading him to sing it. He did it. Little does he know, that invitation that he sung spoke to my heart so much! The lyrics are just amazing!

Lord, I come, I confess
Bowing here I find my rest
Without You I fall apart
You're the One that guides my heart

Lord, I need You, oh, I need You
Every hour I need You
My one defense, my righteousness
Oh God, how I need You

Those lyrics are just what I needed to hear. God spoke to me through them...I know now that I am doing the right thing. I need to remember that God is there for me all the time no matter what. He is amazing. It's okay for me to need God.

After that Chuck, my Pastor, preached and every word that he spoke pierced my heart. God spoke to me so much! I need to stop and thank Him for everything. I need to realize that everything that happens here on earth is for a reason. God knows what He is doing. I need to have faith. One day I will be sitting up in Heaven with Him and I will eternally worship my God with all of His people as One. :D So amazing!

For our communion meditation...Kelsey and Joe sang one of the songs that spoke to me the most through every trial that I have ever gone through. The song is "Word Of God Speak". This song was played at church the exact same week that my relationship with Dalton ended. I believe that this is a sign from God telling me that it's okay for me to move on. It's okay for me to go out in the world again and continue to be the Caitlyn that He created me to be.

Today was the ending of a really long healing process. Thank you God for being right by my side. ♥

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